i write fanfic you nerds. vast majority of it is len’en tho
edit june 22nd, 2023: ok ill add more to this. most important thing is im gonna (and plan to add) more tags that you might wanna click on, just in case they ever become hard to find
my musescore
my youtube channel
my tumblr
my carrd (i basically just use it as an infrequently updated shmup accomplishment tally place tbh)
I apparently commented this on someone’s fanfiction while almost unconscious and had no memory of this event until today, a week and a half later, when the author responded to that comment and I got the experience of reading my own writing for the first time. I, too, will be thinking about this for the rest of my life.
[image description: a screenshot of two comments on a fic, one from OP and then the response from the writer of the fic, whose user name is in red. Both comments are in gray boxes. The exchange reads as follows:
You wrote:
this is my CUP OF SNAKES baby. thanks for a great fic!!!
futureboy responded:
Thank you for this comment! I will think about that phrase for the rest of my life. I love it. /end description]
ocd is not fucking destigmatized
"intrusive thought" gets thrown around by assholes talking about putting strainers on their heads or stepping on a leaf who in the next sentence will say "if your thoughts are about actually hurting people they should put you in a psych ward". compulsions and rituals get seen as proof you're "crazy". ocd insight CAN be delusional, even. pocd and sexual ocd is especially demonized, though even something as "harmless" (to others. not *us*) as contamination OCD is still mocked, belittled, and seen as a sign something is fundamentally wrong with you. I have seen people twice my age advocate for violence against anyone who thinks the way I've been forced by my mental illness to think since i was 6, maybe 7 years old.
OCD is not destigmatized.
after inputting some complex algorithms into my super computer i’ve determined what tumblr will look like in the year 2020
i love how this comes back after every shitty update staff makes
as it turns out, a month was not enough to get my life back together!! my car is still broken, my laptop's on the fritz, and my shoes are falling apart
please, please, please consider passing along money if you can spare any. i mean it when i say that if a bunch of people send even five dollars- if everyone who reblogged my last help post had- this would be knocked out of the park easy, but of course i know exactly how hard it can be to spend even that much when times are tough
thank you so much for taking the time to read and spread this post, i hate to ask for help again but i really can't do this on my own
usamirenko
hollowburrow
I apparently commented this on someone’s fanfiction while almost unconscious and had no memory of this event until today, a week and a half later, when the author responded to that comment and I got the experience of reading my own writing for the first time. I, too, will be thinking about this for the rest of my life.
[image description: a screenshot of two comments on a fic, one from OP and then the response from the writer of the fic, whose user name is in red. Both comments are in gray boxes. The exchange reads as follows:
You wrote:
this is my CUP OF SNAKES baby. thanks for a great fic!!!
futureboy responded:
Thank you for this comment! I will think about that phrase for the rest of my life. I love it. /end description]
